MISSING RAY

A court open to the sky

2009-06-08T12:15:00.006+10:00

Optimist is one who impose self deception that sees positive outcomes as their success and setbacks are out of their control and believes it is temporal.

Our world is run by optimist and held together by pessimist.

Loving you

2007-08-16T20:22:00.000+10:00

When i woke up this morning, I felt the urge to say you mean everything to me.
I felt things started to change slowly inside me.
Think it's my complete devotion to you,
think it's the role I got to play in your life,
the chance given to me by you to complete your life with a smile at the end of each day until the day our life becomes the story of our kids, and their kids...
I love you. I love you with my life.

The point

2007-08-12T12:11:00.000+10:00

If you need to make a point it means that no one cares about what you have to say.

Pieces of reflection

2007-05-13T01:28:00.000+10:00

Pieces of you in me,
they are everywhere but glued close together.
Pieces of you reflects me,
they are everywhere but I only see you in me.

Fairy tale

2007-03-21T22:51:00.000+11:00

I have a fairy tale to share with all.
Story begins with us as 2 kids of innocent and pure.
We crossed path long ago but could not foresee the coming of more.
Time flies and many changed,
we learned yet forgot,
we love and we lust...
we give and we destroy,
we grew wise but distanced...
Yet I met Love that yet to be mine.
Like many tales of fairy we came together with all odds.
And like many stories of folks told to their young lings,
came the twist and turn, faith and journey.
Then the strong sense of belonging and warm rushing urge,
I knew I found my special one.
And all along came all the things we learned and relearn.
Smile and tears came along with disputes and joy.

And like all happy endings we all expect,
we flip the pages and we shall find out.
Shall we?

Not let go

2007-03-01T19:25:00.000+11:00

To get to the end of it together,
he will not let loose.
To go through it together,
she will have to hold on tight.
And with a bit of luck and will,
They will be the happiest man and woman in the world.

But, the world don't need to know, no..
only he and she..
maybe the little ones next time.

Lovely Lily

2007-02-07T19:00:00.000+11:00

A thousand words will not matter if it means nothing..
One disappointment will crush a million hopes..
If it wasn't love.
That is why I'm still here.
Where your happiness is, is where I shall be.
There is no other way.

Happy day

2007-01-16T21:33:00.000+11:00

Happiness is when you feel good and relaxed.
.. is when I felt warm and excited.
.. is when you accept my love and hugs.
.. is when I see my Love happy.

Happiness is waking up middle of the night.
.. is watching movie on the couch.
.. is going for a drive.
.. is to sleep, with you in my arms.
.. is making love to you.
Again and again,
only possible with you.

For today, I want to tell everyone, I'm a fortunate man to have Love in my life.
Love you dear.

Looking at me

2007-01-04T19:02:00.000+11:00

The year of last ended with no flair.
If you do not count the flairs in the sky the moment the new day was announced.
If the spectacular lights and sound around the globe from dusk 'till dawn means nothing.
If I ignore my accomplishment in life of mine at this point.
Even that,
I simply can't hide the charm I found during the year just passed..
The golden surprise given to me by opportunity and chance, by trust and faith, by you.
The twinkling joy I shared with Love and the road we ride.
The reflection I got from the diamond in your eyes will shine my path from now and ever.
For that, I dare say the year might ended with no flair,
but with a single warm silent drop of tear.
Because I know I love you.

And that is all that required.
For a moment in life to be remembered for life.

two faces

2006-11-25T18:33:00.000+11:00

Can we grow up and not grow old?
Maybe.
But sometimes people grow old never growing up.
That I know. But what's wrong with that anyway.

Andros & Gynaikos

2006-10-15T14:37:00.000+10:00

Winter came and gone.
Along come spring and warmth.
Winter feels warmer than spring.
Spring appears icy as stream.

So long love and lust,
long for I do,
like the flowers..
pistil and stamens, forever together...
Sharing the sun and warmth,
surviving the nights and shivers.
Spreading the seeds and love,
'till nature do them apart.
With the offsprings taking over,
Spreading the seeds of love.

Story

2006-09-24T13:39:00.000+10:00

What is the story.
Looking back at your life.
Tell me a story, your love story.
Everyone should have one.
But only if you believe in it.
Then you have something to look back.
Or else you die without a story to tell.

I have a story that only I believe in it.
But the story will never be told.
Because the story was given to me,
by the only person I want to share.

shelter in the dusk

2006-08-08T23:05:00.000+10:00

Shelter in the dusk at the end of the pier,
for the ones that needs refuge.
Waiting for the chance to come,
and let go again when the ship arrives.
But the ship will never sail upon,
the pier with a shelter at the end of dusk.

Heart felt storm

2006-07-31T21:31:00.000+10:00

It's so quiet.
The storm is coming.
You think so?
It's already here.
But it was fine just before. I can still smell the joy in your breath.
But that was gone. The storm is here now.
Will we be okay? Let's leave.

No. We do not leave. We stay and face the storm.
But why? I'm scared.
Stay and face it. See what comes after.
...
Feel the heart beat in my chest.
... I can't feel it.
Now you know why I am not leaving.
Your heart is gone.
My heart is with the storm. I have to be here.

--

I love you.
Feel the heart beat in my chest.
I can feel it now.
My heart is with you all the while. You can't feel it because you were caught in the storm.
I love you.
Let's make love.

Beautifully devilish

2006-06-07T23:33:00.000+10:00

A look into your glaze,
I found solace.
A look into your heart,
I felt guard.
A look into your soul,
I see gold.

But.

Looking into myself,
I see a shell.
If evil do not prevail,
if evil stays in,
it is me you see. Surreal.

We were once innocent

2006-01-15T11:33:00.000+11:00

We do things to please others, to make ourselves look better.
We do things to live our life.
But, not many live it. Live the life we want.
Some do. Some try. Some gave up.
Most, forgotten.

It's good when we do not know yet. Like the kids.

Glad to cling on

2005-12-13T23:14:00.000+11:00

Attachement, we bound to.
Security, we seek for.
Seperation, get used to it because you need to,
as, happiness usually comes last.

The other side

2005-11-12T12:24:00.000+11:00

Sometimes, what you see is what you get.
Nothing hidden, none to be revealed.
Your choice, still the same. Not better nor worst. Just same.
Your effort, irrelevant. No return nor lost. Just wasted.
It's the same on the other side.

Sunny afternoon

2005-11-09T21:52:00.000+11:00

I tend to get lost in thought too often.
My dinner when driving.
My weekend on monday.
My dream at work.
Myself in mirror.

Knight

2005-10-08T12:21:00.000+10:00

Resting tool

2005-09-19T23:30:00.000+10:00

The Mountain Goats

2005-09-15T23:11:00.000+10:00

Late

2005-09-06T16:57:00.000+10:00

Bonding

2005-08-28T23:45:00.000+10:00

Missing something, missed nothing

2005-08-15T22:26:00.000+10:00

Flawed

2005-08-04T06:49:00.000+10:00

Book in hand, joy in mind

2005-07-31T11:31:00.000+10:00

Reserved for none

2005-07-25T22:19:00.000+10:00

Beautiful view for two

2005-07-23T20:35:00.000+10:00

Guided journey

2005-07-21T20:07:00.000+10:00

Greater than me

2005-07-20T16:49:00.000+10:00

Tomb for your colours

2005-07-20T13:50:00.000+10:00